This year in 2020 is a year for change. This year I am 40. This year I want a career change. This year I am focusing on setting intentions career wise and working on my self esteem when it comes to changing my career.
I don’t do New Year resolutions like, dry January, giving up junk food, go to the gym every day etc, I never stick to them.
2019 I focused mentally on myself, how I felt about being me. How my mind works, how my body works. I see what I am doing as making positive life choices that will stay with me for years to come.
I’m already internally battling with the idea that I am nearly 40. The realisation that I am ageing scares me.
I really don’t want to miss out on trying new things, as in learning a new skill, seeing the world more and not allowing opportunities to pass me by. I want to learn reiki, hot stone massage, crystal healing and reflexology. I would like to become a Holistic Practitioner eventually.
However, for now I need a career change that is going to pay my bills first. I have enjoyed being a Teaching Assistant for the last 12 years, it’s enabled me to spend all the school holidays off with my children as they were growing up.
Now though over the last few months something has changed. My children have grown up and I feel the pull for change.
My focus is getting back into an administrative role. I miss the office buzz. I also really need to bring in more money. I have already applied for about 15 administrative roles but at the moment I am not want those companies want. I have signed up for a Business and Administration online course and an Microsoft Excel course to update my knowledge and hopefully will help me to become more employable.
I have set my intentions for 2020. A positive open mindset is needed and I need to keep focused to pursue the career change that I want.